Hey.
So, lately, I've not really been writing much... I've just felt really down, you know? I can't say I am in the mood to write, and I can't tell you if the next installment of anything will be up. PLEASE don't expect it too soon.
I might start writing, but I probably won't put it up for a while. I love you all,
Chelsea
PS: If for some reason you're into the same stuff I am, (Doctor Who, Pierce the Veil, All Time Low, Bring Me the Horizon, Of Mice & Men, etc.) you can follow me on tumblr here.
Yeah I've had the same problem too...for a couple months now on my Tumblr actually. I'm really confused if it's for the better or worst. I have an question Rp blog I abandoned for a while. I think it'd be a year now. Christmas is around the corner, so yeah. I went back to it feeling a bit guilty,and everyone was actually pretty happy to see me. I got back into the community and hung out in streams and Rped with a few people, But I felt like I was bugging people, I don't ask for questions so I barely had any. Only a question every week or two for a while. Then I moved, and everything just came to a halt. I gave a warning, but that was months ago....maybe two, four....I'm just so slow. It's okay to take a break, but if you take a break a week too long it's gets much more complicated as I've seen too many times in myself.
ReplyDeleteI honestly get a bit down thinking about how I've left it alone, it nags at me consistently.
Please do get some rest, but at the same time don't forget. If you need to talk, just ask me. We haven't gotten to know each other that well, but I'm always open. These things can be hard if you don't have anyone to lean too.(Ps if you get this tonight I dearly apologies as I'm about to sleep, I just decided to check up recently and see if there were any updates)
I understand. I don't know, life's just been rough lately. None of my friends are into the same stuff as I am, and some of them make me feel bad about the music I listen to. School is so much work, and I'm in higher classes so, naturally, I have a LOT of homework all the time. My attention lately has been focused on my musical tastes and the the "bandoms." I can't help it, there are so many awesome people out there who like the same stuff! :) Anyways, tumblr is a great community, and I have only JUST joined. If you get to know the right people, you can have a great time. I'm sure your blog is great and that your followers/friends would love to see you back. (Don't go back because you feel pressured! I never do my best writing when I'm pressured, and that has to be a similar thing with your RP blog!) I have a constant issue with leaving for weeks and then coming back (with this blog). Writing is a lot of work! (I love doing it, don't get me wrong, and I have a TON planned) Make sure that you aren't pressured to please your followers because they're your followers. Please YOURSELF, because then your followers can tell it's genuine.
ReplyDeleteGetting this out has been nice... Sorry for the essay haha. Have a good night/morning/afternoon/whenever you're reading this. Thanks for the offer, by the way.
Chels
Anytime Mademoiselle! Yeah you're right. I've just kinda been stuck, and what stinks is how I know that it's silly to be thinking that way. I'm a dog trying to bite it's own tail...
DeleteReally? I loathe people like that. I mean I enjoy like Vocaloids and stuff, but occasionally people will talk about liking One Direction and I'll say that I don't like them, but always add on it doesn't mean that they can't like them of course, making sure there's no pressure to bend their personalities. If they're making you feel bad for liking your taste in music, they're plain idiotically ignorant! Nothing more really... Yeah, I think Tumblr's one of the most broken and together social websites out there.... if you don't know what I'm talking about, you'll see.....Don't worry It's okay considering I write essays or novels no matter how hard I try.
(My time zone is in the Eastern Us & Canada, it was around ten-eleven at night when I wrote that. I have to get up at five, my inner night owl despises it.)
Yeah, I'm on the West Coast Time, so it was like sevenish. Yeah, some of my friends read this blog so I won't be too specific, but yeah, they tell me I'm different than I used to be. But seriously, no one can stay the same forever. So what? I spend time in a different fandom? I talk about the things I love? Sorry, I thought I was supposed to be myself around you... Anyways, yeah, I love some bands and I don't think I'll ever change for them. They know it's not gonna happen. Oh, and I obsess over band boys. But come on! How can you not think they're cute!!!
ReplyDeleteAh well if they're reading this I hope they take no offence, I only hope to make it so people look at each other as equals with the same rights and obligations. All while trying my best to not sound like stupid motivational posters ;^;......My new friends all seem to downsize or hate an anime the other loves, it's quite' rude verbally subjecting them to feel bad for what they like. Some like Fullmetal Alchemist, others like Attack on Titan, others like Ouran Hos tClub, and some like Kitchen Princess.(I'm the second 'library' with my books so I get caught in the middle a lot...I have the first three...) There's a massive array of brilliant stories in animes and manga's, just like there are bands. Why can't we just respect we all like different things?
DeleteWell I'm asexual to be honest, I don't like girls or guys. I'm still attracted to people, but I'm not really a rage over appearance. I never really thought as 1D as cute.....just. Some dudes that have hair. Clothes. Enjoys singing. The curly one's hair is nice. but that's about it......
Cute for me in generally when people themselves do mess up accidently, but they don't get mad and laugh it off or play it off as if it didn't happen, embarrassed.Or just they generally cutesy stuff. Like murder. I am sane(* uvu).
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Haha. I don't think 1D is cute either... Preppy British boys just aren't my thing... I don't really like their music to be honest. I like stuff like All Time Low, Pierce the Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Bring Me the Horizon, and of course (my favorite band) Of Mice & Men. I don't know if my crushes are entirely based on appearance, I mean all my friends say Austin Carlile is ugly (it might just be to make me feel bad...) but I think he's just an awesome person. He's a big inspiration to me, and he does this cute little snort thing (plus come on, he's adorable!).... Anyways (I'm getting carried away) I honestly can't say I like anime, but I'm sure if I watched it I'd obsess over it. Chibi is cute. I like to draw chibi band members. I'm really not very good at it though...
ReplyDeleteHmm, I must admit I like his hair. (I don't know what it's with me and hair, I really like short hair on girls and long hair on guys. Randomly I'll comment on someone's hair and on shows and stuff I get to know them from hair since I'm so bad with names. When I hear people taking about how some guys need to get their hair cut or girls need to grow out their hair I cringe on the inside a bit (,e^e).) Hmm, maybe, guess it's different for everyone. I got pulled into it from Legend of Zelda Mangas..man it happened to subtly......Shhhhhusu. all of your chibis are more than likely awesome
DeleteLong hair on guys? Hmmm. VIC FUENTES. <--- He's pretty cute. He's lead singer for Pierce the Veil, so yeah, I really like him. Mangas... awesome! I like kittens. They're a lot of work, but mine is adorable. He's trying to step on the keyboard, in fact... My chibis are totally NOT very good!!! Alright. I'm off to finish season one of Supernatural.
ReplyDeleteAgghhhh my feels!!!!!!!!! (About supernatural haha) I'm going to bed now, talk to you whenever...
DeleteYou know you're not alone... There are plenty of other people that like the same things as you so I don't know why you're acting like "I'm alone" and "no one likes the same things as me" and if you really think that's such a big deal why do you even like them? ._.
ReplyDeleteI'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt here and take that as an honest, innocent question. I did NOT EVER say that I was alone, nor did I say "no one likes the same things as me." I did, however, say that the friends that I hang out with IN REAL LIFE do not like the things that I like. I am FULLY AWARE that people like the same things I do. I have this really annoying thing called social anxiety and it makes it really hard for me to make friends. But, today, I actually managed to talk to one girl that likes my bands/etc. Why do I like the bands I like? Because I do. I'm not just going to stop liking them because my friends don't. Thank you for your time.
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